Prisonlandia, part 2. The midlife crisis and the resulting fallout
The Journey of Stephen McGee from Houston Police Officer to Texas Prison Inmate As this grim reality began to set in, I began to feel like a man without an identity, a man who served no purpose and whose funds were quickly dwindling and it didn’t help that I was still drinking heavily and going online to deal with my stress. Each time that things began to get better, they would take a bad turn – I couldn’t get a break anywhere and this only propelled me toward more drinking, pornography, and inappropriate behavior where I continued to make poor decisions. Oh, and did I mention that all during this time I was also heavily using prescription testosterone without appropriate cycles? As a result, a new man began to emerge – an angry and bitter man who was emotionally unstable and unpredictable. One day I would be angry, the next depressed and sad, then happy, and the day after that I would cry and listen to The Cure all day. In hindsight, it certainly had to be one of th...

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